Tuesday, May 5, 2009


its like the first 5 years of my life all over again.
a dad who doesn't care,
a mom who doesn't deserve to be treated this way,
and a girl who is completely tired of it.

i was ready..
standing by my only weapon,
a knife.
he touched my mom, or i, and he was done.
he never knew what i was capable of doing until he put his hands on her.
it was all a blur.

quick movements,
and extreme force.
i kicked him where it hurt.
he deserved it and he knew that.
i spit a few words at him, that maybe i shouldn't have,
and left.

with my mom, my brother, and HIS son.
i hope hes happy sleeping in his house alone.
its going to drive him nuts not being able to contact us,
the idiot disconnected our phones.
he will never understand the greatness he threw away,
like yesterdays garbage.

i don't know if i'm going home,
or if its going to be just my mom and i again.
but whatever happens i know that this day made me stronger,
because that that won't kill you,
will only make you stronger.

1 comment:

  1. Sydney! that was amazing. im so sorry about him.. my heart breaks when I see you break=[ ILY SYDNEY MARIE